Demons in my dreams at night
Take the form of bats in flight
Biting into my toes
Sandy
beach before me grows
Shake them off as I awake
From this dream what will I take?
Issues still inside my soul
Resounding echo takes it's toll
Childhood memories
of the dead
What curse was placed upon my head?
What demon is this that follows me
How will
I ever be done with thee
I evovle out of my flesh
But still the circles in me mesh
Why will I never be free of you
Tearing into all I do
Buried deep inside of my
core
Pulsing darkness behind the door
I try to let you free
But you won't let go of me
Confused as to what to do
Reside to just accept you
Until I find the cure
I'll curl up in your fur
Coax you with a song
Maybe I'm all wrong
Maybe
what's stuck inside
Is where childhood innocence died
But the spirit must still be there
Chained
by the demons glare
I fill myself with heavenly light
In this never ending fight.
~Jacqueline January 14, 2005